I am really tired with my work.
All tense up.
Work load is getting heavier.
Dateline is getting shorter.
Feel all the pressure surrounding my mind.
Shoulders getting tired to hold on to the tasks.
Shit! I need a break..
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At last, got time for me to sit down and relax to blog here. I am not going to shift any webpage anymore otherwise she and her sister will come after me for a treat.
For the past freaking damn 5days, guess what! I am working from 6.30am till the sunset. From sunrise till the sunset, I am in the factory working like a bloody cow (though this CNY is my year, cute lil Piggie). I am running the project by my own and some part, I really need to thank both of my colleagues that helped me throughout the time. Even one of them accompanied me from morning till night. I owed both of them a meal.
Throughout this project, I learnt many things NOT from my superior but the contractors. They really opened my eyes on the way they laid all the UTP cables from one end to the other. They risked their life climbing up the high place where there are lots of high voltage cables dangling around. Applause to them! Besides that, I feel that what my WOC friend gave me a nickname, Metal and another colleague gave Superman are quite reasonable. I am not praising myself here but somehow I felt that I can pull through such a hardship where even Sunday I need work though the company claims on a few bucks.
There are more grumbles I wish to pour it out here but somehow I feel that it is not proper to say here. Anyhow, I already splashed out those grumble with my Princess, Candy and my three colleagues. I guess that enough for me.
Most of you will be thinking I am working in the factory office where I sit in front of the computer with the air cond on. Well I am not in that condition. Hot, sweat, noisy, thirsty and frustrating is my condition. At night, well, is cool enough but me and the contractors were the constant target for the mosquito. Not one or two but a whole swarm! I am really freak out when I got bitten and I am worried that I might get dengue or other dieases.
Haih... Everynight and even before the work, I recharged myself with a ritual. It might be weird to you guys but it help me out. Every morning and night, I will blast out loud with Pantera's song, Cowboys From Hell. I do not why the speed and melodies from Dimebag's guitar really inspired me. At night, I relaxed myself with Norah Jones and Sarah McLachlan songs. Damn. Slow and easy.
Today, the project is 90% complete. Tomorrow my superior will be able to demostrate only with two units of CCTV and the rest of 10% will be completed within this week.
Hopefully everything can be settled before Chinese New Year and I do not wish to bear the frustration throughout the holidays.
p/s: Wendy jie jie, when I am settle with to project then I start your RadioBlog project, ok? Sorry ya for you to wait.
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For the past freaking damn 5days, guess what! I am working from 6.30am till the sunset. From sunrise till the sunset, I am in the factory working like a bloody cow (though this CNY is my year, cute lil Piggie). I am running the project by my own and some part, I really need to thank both of my colleagues that helped me throughout the time. Even one of them accompanied me from morning till night. I owed both of them a meal.
Throughout this project, I learnt many things NOT from my superior but the contractors. They really opened my eyes on the way they laid all the UTP cables from one end to the other. They risked their life climbing up the high place where there are lots of high voltage cables dangling around. Applause to them! Besides that, I feel that what my WOC friend gave me a nickname, Metal and another colleague gave Superman are quite reasonable. I am not praising myself here but somehow I felt that I can pull through such a hardship where even Sunday I need work though the company claims on a few bucks.
There are more grumbles I wish to pour it out here but somehow I feel that it is not proper to say here. Anyhow, I already splashed out those grumble with my Princess, Candy and my three colleagues. I guess that enough for me.
Most of you will be thinking I am working in the factory office where I sit in front of the computer with the air cond on. Well I am not in that condition. Hot, sweat, noisy, thirsty and frustrating is my condition. At night, well, is cool enough but me and the contractors were the constant target for the mosquito. Not one or two but a whole swarm! I am really freak out when I got bitten and I am worried that I might get dengue or other dieases.
Haih... Everynight and even before the work, I recharged myself with a ritual. It might be weird to you guys but it help me out. Every morning and night, I will blast out loud with Pantera's song, Cowboys From Hell. I do not why the speed and melodies from Dimebag's guitar really inspired me. At night, I relaxed myself with Norah Jones and Sarah McLachlan songs. Damn. Slow and easy.
Today, the project is 90% complete. Tomorrow my superior will be able to demostrate only with two units of CCTV and the rest of 10% will be completed within this week.
Hopefully everything can be settled before Chinese New Year and I do not wish to bear the frustration throughout the holidays.
p/s: Wendy jie jie, when I am settle with to project then I start your RadioBlog project, ok? Sorry ya for you to wait.
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Phew~ It's been a long week for me. Blogging certainly run down low as I am concentrating on my works and most of the spare time at night will be looking at site development and graphic design for my side project. Nowadays my life is definately busy like hell.
Lately there is a movie called Remp-It that showed the community of illegal racers or in Malay we called Mat Rempit. This is an interesting topic in a car community forum that I usually surf in. Many of the forummers condemned this community of motorcyclist as for me, I am one of them too.
Basically I am once a motorcyclist (once a upon a time la.. now kena banned liao by the "Home Government") and I do know the excitement of speed as the adrenaline rush is totally awesome. I did speed exceeding the limit of speed on the normal and I feel so god damn excited. As my record, I did speed till 130km/h on the normal road with my beloved silver Yamaha 125Z. After the speeding I realised that it is so damn dangerous as I thought I would die on the spot if I ever hit a pothole. Speeding is exciting but safety is hanging between the fine line of life and death.
Nowadays we can most of the youngsters on bike usually will convoy in a large group consists average 10 to 20 motorcycles. Although convoying is not usually dangerous towards other road users but those Mat Rempits will do some stunt like wheelie in the middle of the road. How dangerous is that if we hit them accidentally and they will end up either on our car roof top or below the car chassis. Gruesome blood shed will be all over our windscreen and bonnet.
Mat Rempit society should be termininated from our street and directed them to a proper channel before it is getting worse.
I do encountered several occasions where all the Mat Rempits did their stuff on the road. Sometimes when I am in a bad mood I am definately will floor my accelerator and passed thru them dangerously. Though they were chasing me back but they were smoked out by my car. My mind will speak like this... "Damn you guys! Your life is worthless!". I am so angry as I tend to hit them down the road or down the big drain to hell.
I am wondering what all the police forces or JPJ is doing to curb all this. All the while motorcyclists seems to have a better advantage over car where they simply just slip through and road blocks. JPJ like to target on car with tinted glass, big mufflers, lots of stickers and so forth while many of them are just car lovers where they decorate their rides according to their preference.
I think the Government should do something about this as I feel one day it will get worse where nowadays snatch thieves are usually on bikes. Who know in the future they might do a major robberies with these two-wheels machines.
Do you guys and gals ever encountered any Mat Rempits? Do share ya....
Lately there is a movie called Remp-It that showed the community of illegal racers or in Malay we called Mat Rempit. This is an interesting topic in a car community forum that I usually surf in. Many of the forummers condemned this community of motorcyclist as for me, I am one of them too.
Basically I am once a motorcyclist (once a upon a time la.. now kena banned liao by the "Home Government") and I do know the excitement of speed as the adrenaline rush is totally awesome. I did speed exceeding the limit of speed on the normal and I feel so god damn excited. As my record, I did speed till 130km/h on the normal road with my beloved silver Yamaha 125Z. After the speeding I realised that it is so damn dangerous as I thought I would die on the spot if I ever hit a pothole. Speeding is exciting but safety is hanging between the fine line of life and death.
Nowadays we can most of the youngsters on bike usually will convoy in a large group consists average 10 to 20 motorcycles. Although convoying is not usually dangerous towards other road users but those Mat Rempits will do some stunt like wheelie in the middle of the road. How dangerous is that if we hit them accidentally and they will end up either on our car roof top or below the car chassis. Gruesome blood shed will be all over our windscreen and bonnet.
Mat Rempit society should be termininated from our street and directed them to a proper channel before it is getting worse.
I do encountered several occasions where all the Mat Rempits did their stuff on the road. Sometimes when I am in a bad mood I am definately will floor my accelerator and passed thru them dangerously. Though they were chasing me back but they were smoked out by my car. My mind will speak like this... "Damn you guys! Your life is worthless!". I am so angry as I tend to hit them down the road or down the big drain to hell.
I am wondering what all the police forces or JPJ is doing to curb all this. All the while motorcyclists seems to have a better advantage over car where they simply just slip through and road blocks. JPJ like to target on car with tinted glass, big mufflers, lots of stickers and so forth while many of them are just car lovers where they decorate their rides according to their preference.
I think the Government should do something about this as I feel one day it will get worse where nowadays snatch thieves are usually on bikes. Who know in the future they might do a major robberies with these two-wheels machines.
Do you guys and gals ever encountered any Mat Rempits? Do share ya....
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Short Shoutout:
Some might say they don't believe in heaven
Go and tell it to the man who lives in hell
Some might say you get what you've been given
If you don't get yours I won't get mine as well
- Oasis, Some Might Say
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Almost three weeks since I started to stay on my own and I find that my life is started to pick up. Privacy is the main things that I lacked of when I was staying with my close relatives. Now, I had plenty of them and I am definately happy about it.
My daily routine is a bit more compare previously as I do not need to wash & iron my own clothes, do not need to worry about my dinner and so on. Now I had to do it my own as I had done since I stepped off from my home for the very first time when I was off to college. I am independent since I was a teenager where my parents do not need to worry what I had done when I was out from home.
From Monday till Friday, I have the same routine and it goes round and round without any changes. From 5 something in the morning, I have to drag my ass up from the bed and hit the shower. By six, I have to hit the road to office where my work start at 7:30 in the morning. Wondering why I head to office so early? Basically my house to the factory only takes around 7minutes without any traffic havoc. Due to a primary school nearby, I had to leave early as to avoid a long damn queue at the green, yellow, red lights.
Heading back home after work will be around 5 something in the evening as I will be searching for food to fill my growling tummy. Back home, need to boil water for daily drinking, wash and iron my own uniform and not forgotten to clean up my room. After finish all my house chores, it's dinner time. Eat as much as I can but sometimes I took instant noodle or some spread tuna bread that I make my own. Sound tiring, huh? Well, I am definately get used to it as I feel comfortable enough to live in the room.
Mostly at night, I will be doing some Photoshop thingy or watching drama that was prepared by The One. Sometimes will be enjoying some good ol' music like Oasis and some oldies from 80's. Nu-Metal genre music that I prefer? Take sometimes off from it for a moment as now I am in the Britpop and oldies mood. Need Big Bubba to intro some nice tunes from Brit Top Chart soon.
Lastly, sleep definately is a must to keep my engine cool for my next tiring working day.
That is my current life....
Cheers~
p/s: Every night before bedtime, a call is a definate..
Short Shoutout:
Some might say they don't believe in heaven
Go and tell it to the man who lives in hell
Some might say you get what you've been given
If you don't get yours I won't get mine as well
- Oasis, Some Might Say
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Almost three weeks since I started to stay on my own and I find that my life is started to pick up. Privacy is the main things that I lacked of when I was staying with my close relatives. Now, I had plenty of them and I am definately happy about it.
My daily routine is a bit more compare previously as I do not need to wash & iron my own clothes, do not need to worry about my dinner and so on. Now I had to do it my own as I had done since I stepped off from my home for the very first time when I was off to college. I am independent since I was a teenager where my parents do not need to worry what I had done when I was out from home.
From Monday till Friday, I have the same routine and it goes round and round without any changes. From 5 something in the morning, I have to drag my ass up from the bed and hit the shower. By six, I have to hit the road to office where my work start at 7:30 in the morning. Wondering why I head to office so early? Basically my house to the factory only takes around 7minutes without any traffic havoc. Due to a primary school nearby, I had to leave early as to avoid a long damn queue at the green, yellow, red lights.
Heading back home after work will be around 5 something in the evening as I will be searching for food to fill my growling tummy. Back home, need to boil water for daily drinking, wash and iron my own uniform and not forgotten to clean up my room. After finish all my house chores, it's dinner time. Eat as much as I can but sometimes I took instant noodle or some spread tuna bread that I make my own. Sound tiring, huh? Well, I am definately get used to it as I feel comfortable enough to live in the room.
Mostly at night, I will be doing some Photoshop thingy or watching drama that was prepared by The One. Sometimes will be enjoying some good ol' music like Oasis and some oldies from 80's. Nu-Metal genre music that I prefer? Take sometimes off from it for a moment as now I am in the Britpop and oldies mood. Need Big Bubba to intro some nice tunes from Brit Top Chart soon.
Lastly, sleep definately is a must to keep my engine cool for my next tiring working day.
That is my current life....
Cheers~
p/s: Every night before bedtime, a call is a definate..
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Short Shoutout: Changing the layout to a simple, non complicated layout,
so as my soul as well. I am as simple as you are.
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Short Shoutout: Changing the layout to a simple, non complicated layout,
so as my soul as well. I am as simple as you are.
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Has been working for the past a year plus and I did not even realised that I had been on my own for this period of time. I am totally on my own as I am earning on my own and detached myself away from the pipe of living that had been supplied to me for the past 20 years.
First of all, I really appreciate what my parents had done for me and I cherish what they gave me. My dad gave me the source of monetary as he work day and night to give me clothing, food, entertainment and most importantly education from kindergarten till college. As for my mum, give the attention and care that I need the most.
I had been thru a part of the life cycle, from baby to a kiddo, and to teenage life. Now, I am in in the working society. Been thru a rather unsuccessful and suffering relationship but now I am truly feel the love that The One showers on me.
From the cycle, I learnt a lot from the past mistakes and all the things that I had done. I picked up good and bad stuffs too. I fell and I learned to pick myself up with dignity. I learned to hold a concept of life and get my life rolling down the road with it. I shared it with my close buddy that stick with me for this few years down the road. That buddy is none other than HG.
Actually is the part of the lyric from Pulse of The Maggots courtesy Slipknot and I feel that I really mean something strong to make me feel alive. I made it part of my life with that phrase. I never really want to fight with my fists as I wait for the right time to bounce back from the spits and hatred from others. Most of my friends views me as a funny guy and would not cause any enemy but I know there are someone of them hate me right into the bone. I do have someone that I hate but I just won't be bother much about them. What doesn't kill me only makes me stronger and stronger.
Now I am in the working society and I am really happy with it as sometime it is killing me too. Earning cold hard cash is really a tough task to do as for my early 20s. Many of my colleagues told me that I am very very young to work in this company as an executive level. From what I heard, I am the youngest in that level as most of them are elder than me.
Besides that, I am stepping into another level of my life as commitment is the word to describe it. Been thru a hard time and finally I have the joy to be with The One. A lovely young lady that devoted to something that she believes in her life. She gives me the feeling that I could not even describe it with any single word from the dictionary. First time in my life, I had this kind of warm and lovely feeling.
The cycle of my life still had plenty to roll on and I am preparing myself for the next level. No matter how tough it seems to be, I will get myself thru with the best advice from my mum, "Nothing is impossible."
With my family, love one and friends behind me, I have nothing to afraid of.
Cheers~
First of all, I really appreciate what my parents had done for me and I cherish what they gave me. My dad gave me the source of monetary as he work day and night to give me clothing, food, entertainment and most importantly education from kindergarten till college. As for my mum, give the attention and care that I need the most.
I had been thru a part of the life cycle, from baby to a kiddo, and to teenage life. Now, I am in in the working society. Been thru a rather unsuccessful and suffering relationship but now I am truly feel the love that The One showers on me.
From the cycle, I learnt a lot from the past mistakes and all the things that I had done. I picked up good and bad stuffs too. I fell and I learned to pick myself up with dignity. I learned to hold a concept of life and get my life rolling down the road with it. I shared it with my close buddy that stick with me for this few years down the road. That buddy is none other than HG.
We fight till no one can fight us
We live, and no one can stop us
We pull when we're pushed too far
And the advantages is
The bottom line is
We never had to fight in the first place
We only had to spit back at their face
We won't walk alone any longer
What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger
Actually is the part of the lyric from Pulse of The Maggots courtesy Slipknot and I feel that I really mean something strong to make me feel alive. I made it part of my life with that phrase. I never really want to fight with my fists as I wait for the right time to bounce back from the spits and hatred from others. Most of my friends views me as a funny guy and would not cause any enemy but I know there are someone of them hate me right into the bone. I do have someone that I hate but I just won't be bother much about them. What doesn't kill me only makes me stronger and stronger.
Now I am in the working society and I am really happy with it as sometime it is killing me too. Earning cold hard cash is really a tough task to do as for my early 20s. Many of my colleagues told me that I am very very young to work in this company as an executive level. From what I heard, I am the youngest in that level as most of them are elder than me.
Besides that, I am stepping into another level of my life as commitment is the word to describe it. Been thru a hard time and finally I have the joy to be with The One. A lovely young lady that devoted to something that she believes in her life. She gives me the feeling that I could not even describe it with any single word from the dictionary. First time in my life, I had this kind of warm and lovely feeling.
The cycle of my life still had plenty to roll on and I am preparing myself for the next level. No matter how tough it seems to be, I will get myself thru with the best advice from my mum, "Nothing is impossible."
With my family, love one and friends behind me, I have nothing to afraid of.
Cheers~
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Just rant here. Exhausted. Feeling sick. CNY is around the corner. Blah.....
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Who can understand my situation now? I think no one can really feel the situation that I am currently in. Seems like I do not belong to anywhere till the end of this month. Working environment still not bad but till the clock strikes 4:30pm, my mind felt very tired of going back. Each time, how I wish I could go back home and straight away lie on the bed without any hestitation and with some music playing at the background. How relaxing it will be..
Back to reality, staying with my relatives though many said can save money and there is someone who can look after me. That is the advantage but there are more disadvantages.
Here are the disadvantages:-
a) No Privacy : I do not have my own space of privacy. I do not have a room of my own but to stay in a room that use for hair saloon. Even I need to do some study on my own, I do not have a proper table for that purpose. Sometimes I need to be on my own, alone for me to relax and some thinking too.
b) No Resting Place : As we all know that working is a very tiring thing and what we really wish is to have a place for us to feel home and relax. But for me, I do not feel that at all. When I am at home, I do not have for me to lie and relax for a moment. All I have is sitting on the sofa and sometimes sleep on it. Come to the worst, on the floor.
c) Too Crowded : As I stated earlier, my aunt is running a home-business as a hair dresser. She runs a hair saloon in a small room that I am sleeping every single night. Many people come and go into the house. Everyday, strangers walk in and out make me feel unsecure. Worst, the noise of kids crying and shouting. Make me feel uncomfortable.
d) Polluted Air : Every night I have to sleep in the room that use for saloon. The room full of hairs plus the smell of chemical that sometimes make me feel weirdo.
e) Rats : Rats are all over the place. Every night, without fail, it will appears not one but a few of them. Crawling and scratching the windows, sometimes they have their Rats Street Fight too.
Right now, comes to the worst, running a biscuit business at home. Baking and frying biscuits for the upcoming Chinese New Year event. The whole house is totally upside down with lots of biscuits and hampers stacking in the whole house. The house is hot and oily. Totally unbearable. It's been this way for the past 3weeks and I really have enough of it. Sometimes the stress I had come even worst when I at home. Every night I had a very late time to sleep and the room is so hot plus with the chemical smell really make me sick. Sleep on the lazy chair make me even more tired if I sleep on it longer. My neck and body are in strain and sometimes I have aches here and there. *Sigh*
Sometimes I tell myself to bear with it but the longer it goes on, I think I might not survive any longer as it is not a long term solution for my lodging.
At the end of this month, I am shifting out to a better place where I can proudly to say it is a place that I own though I just rent the room.
Can't wait for next week...
Cheers~
Back to reality, staying with my relatives though many said can save money and there is someone who can look after me. That is the advantage but there are more disadvantages.
Here are the disadvantages:-
a) No Privacy : I do not have my own space of privacy. I do not have a room of my own but to stay in a room that use for hair saloon. Even I need to do some study on my own, I do not have a proper table for that purpose. Sometimes I need to be on my own, alone for me to relax and some thinking too.
b) No Resting Place : As we all know that working is a very tiring thing and what we really wish is to have a place for us to feel home and relax. But for me, I do not feel that at all. When I am at home, I do not have for me to lie and relax for a moment. All I have is sitting on the sofa and sometimes sleep on it. Come to the worst, on the floor.
c) Too Crowded : As I stated earlier, my aunt is running a home-business as a hair dresser. She runs a hair saloon in a small room that I am sleeping every single night. Many people come and go into the house. Everyday, strangers walk in and out make me feel unsecure. Worst, the noise of kids crying and shouting. Make me feel uncomfortable.
d) Polluted Air : Every night I have to sleep in the room that use for saloon. The room full of hairs plus the smell of chemical that sometimes make me feel weirdo.
e) Rats : Rats are all over the place. Every night, without fail, it will appears not one but a few of them. Crawling and scratching the windows, sometimes they have their Rats Street Fight too.
Right now, comes to the worst, running a biscuit business at home. Baking and frying biscuits for the upcoming Chinese New Year event. The whole house is totally upside down with lots of biscuits and hampers stacking in the whole house. The house is hot and oily. Totally unbearable. It's been this way for the past 3weeks and I really have enough of it. Sometimes the stress I had come even worst when I at home. Every night I had a very late time to sleep and the room is so hot plus with the chemical smell really make me sick. Sleep on the lazy chair make me even more tired if I sleep on it longer. My neck and body are in strain and sometimes I have aches here and there. *Sigh*
Sometimes I tell myself to bear with it but the longer it goes on, I think I might not survive any longer as it is not a long term solution for my lodging.
At the end of this month, I am shifting out to a better place where I can proudly to say it is a place that I own though I just rent the room.
Can't wait for next week...
Cheers~
Physically tired.
Mental, in a whirlwind.
No vacation cos no where to go.
Do not know what to do.
Do not know what to say.
Do not know how to relax myself.
Do not know how to ease my mind off.
I am so stress out...
Mental, in a whirlwind.
No vacation cos no where to go.
Do not know what to do.
Do not know what to say.
Do not know how to relax myself.
Do not know how to ease my mind off.
I am so stress out...
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Been thinking where to go for this coming Chinese New Year event but nothing comes to mind about where is the ideal place for me to have a short break from a busy life. Trying hard to get myself comfortable for the next few days as I will be moving out from my uncle's place into a brand new environment where I hope can provide a better relaxation space.
Busy and hectic life as working in a manufacturing factory, I am tired but I know I need to carry on with it to be able to achieve what I dream of.
Vacation is an option for me to get myself out of this life for a temporary period of time. The question now is,"Where can I go?".
*Sigh* Been thinking and thinking where can I go just to ease my mind but bear no fruit at all. Maybe some of you might be saying since it is a Chinese New Year celebration, I should go out to meet friends to catch up each others but that is not my style of relaxation. For me, it is simple, get myself and my love one to have our own world. No stress and tension while enjoy ourselves with quality time.
Busy and hectic life as working in a manufacturing factory, I am tired but I know I need to carry on with it to be able to achieve what I dream of.
Vacation is an option for me to get myself out of this life for a temporary period of time. The question now is,"Where can I go?".
*Sigh* Been thinking and thinking where can I go just to ease my mind but bear no fruit at all. Maybe some of you might be saying since it is a Chinese New Year celebration, I should go out to meet friends to catch up each others but that is not my style of relaxation. For me, it is simple, get myself and my love one to have our own world. No stress and tension while enjoy ourselves with quality time.
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Today is a public holiday for Hari Raya Qurban and I am totally nothing to do at home. Being woke up with the sound of those stainless container plus all the chit chating voice. Not sleeping very well all this time. Awake, sleep then awake again. Not constantly sleeping in a good order that why make me feel so tired and restless.Can't wait to shift out from the place that full of havoc and no privacy at all. I need to get myself OUT! I can't stand it anymore as I am counting down and looking forward to end of this month as I planned to move out and into my new place with new environment plus with my own space of privacy.
Woke up in the morning with heat all over the house as baking and cooking activities are being carried out early in the morning. There is no place for me to even sit in the house and no place for me to walk around. How I wish to go back Malacca today just for a day but the one does not allowed me to do so.
I am feeling like I am homeless, no place to go plus with no privacy that I enjoyed back at Malacca though I shared my room with my brother. I still can do my stuff like surf the Net, watching DVD, blast my speakers and woofer off but now, I can't do it in KL. Sad as I am.
All I can do now is just whining and piss off with my life here.
Anyway I am anticipating towards the day I shift out...
Cheers...
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It's time for me to make a move. A move that set me off to a better freedom and privacy with tons of my own relaxation space that I can proudly to call it my own. Coming end of this month, freedom should be claimed and I can totally spoiled myself with lots of freedom and tons of relaxation.With current environment, I am suffering like hell. No privacy, does not own a space, noisy with tons of stupid questions, gossips and the things I hate the most is no freedom to do what I want to do.
Just like a few hours back, while my spoiled brat cousin was out to get food, I changed Astro channel from a Chinese MTV channel to ESPN, while he was back, shouted at me,"Why you changed it, huh?". From that moment I can't do anything but to be patient with it as I always did it. In my mind, I am happy that I am moving out soon with my own privacy and space.
Feel so excited to move out as I was wandering around IKEA to look for bed and table. Doing some window shopping and I felt that all the furniture really make me feel like owning them. Every corner of the store really caught my eyes and so do the price too.
Spending will not be avoided but I am well prepared with it. CNY is around the corner and I feeling like going for a short vacation to ease my mind and some relaxation.
Where can I go for holiday this CNY? Still thinking...
Cheers...
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Blogging can be anywhere, anytime and with the person you love the most. Currently I am blogging at the one home. Said I do not update regularly and now I take this opportunity to blog.
Been traveling back Malacca for one day trip due to the one have a very bad mood to study. In order to bring her mood back to study.
This is perhaps a short entry. More to come...
Been traveling back Malacca for one day trip due to the one have a very bad mood to study. In order to bring her mood back to study.
This is perhaps a short entry. More to come...
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I AM SO UPSET NOW!!!!
Feeling mood-less.
Feel like doing nothing now but I know I can't.
This morning, I got a shock.
My rear passenger window was broken into pieces, my car was ransacked. My JVC CD audio player was being stolen. Perhaps this is the sign from God, I NEED TO MOVE OUT or else my car will be in trouble again.
Luckily my car is with me.
Money have to be spent again to fix the window.
Sigh...
Feeling mood-less.
Feel like doing nothing now but I know I can't.
This morning, I got a shock.
My rear passenger window was broken into pieces, my car was ransacked. My JVC CD audio player was being stolen. Perhaps this is the sign from God, I NEED TO MOVE OUT or else my car will be in trouble again.
Luckily my car is with me.
Money have to be spent again to fix the window.
Sigh...
Labels: Grumble
Lately my mood is in a very unstable mode, one minute I can be very happy and with some words wave into my ears, I can be very down. Perhaps I am person who really easy been affected by my environment.
Writing here also not in a good and happy mood as I am not sleeping well enough and my mind constantly thinking about something. What am I thinking about? Well, I am not sure myself.
A person's emotional mood is a measurable affective state, which can consist of a combination of emotions. In normal functioning, moods are largely adaptive influenced by external events.
Writing here also not in a good and happy mood as I am not sleeping well enough and my mind constantly thinking about something. What am I thinking about? Well, I am not sure myself.
