Has been working for the past a year plus and I did not even realised that I had been on my own for this period of time. I am totally on my own as I am earning on my own and detached myself away from the pipe of living that had been supplied to me for the past 20 years.

First of all, I really appreciate what my parents had done for me and I cherish what they gave me. My dad gave me the source of monetary as he work day and night to give me clothing, food, entertainment and most importantly education from kindergarten till college. As for my mum, give the attention and care that I need the most.

I had been thru a part of the life cycle, from baby to a kiddo, and to teenage life. Now, I am in in the working society. Been thru a rather unsuccessful and suffering relationship but now I am truly feel the love that The One showers on me.

From the cycle, I learnt a lot from the past mistakes and all the things that I had done. I picked up good and bad stuffs too. I fell and I learned to pick myself up with dignity. I learned to hold a concept of life and get my life rolling down the road with it. I shared it with my close buddy that stick with me for this few years down the road. That buddy is none other than HG.

We fight till no one can fight us
We live, and no one can stop us
We pull when we're pushed too far
And the advantages is
The bottom line is
We never had to fight in the first place
We only had to spit back at their face
We won't walk alone any longer
What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger

Actually is the part of the lyric from Pulse of The Maggots courtesy Slipknot and I feel that I really mean something strong to make me feel alive. I made it part of my life with that phrase. I never really want to fight with my fists as I wait for the right time to bounce back from the spits and hatred from others. Most of my friends views me as a funny guy and would not cause any enemy but I know there are someone of them hate me right into the bone. I do have someone that I hate but I just won't be bother much about them. What doesn't kill me only makes me stronger and stronger.

Now I am in the working society and I am really happy with it as sometime it is killing me too. Earning cold hard cash is really a tough task to do as for my early 20s. Many of my colleagues told me that I am very very young to work in this company as an executive level. From what I heard, I am the youngest in that level as most of them are elder than me.

Besides that, I am stepping into another level of my life as commitment is the word to describe it. Been thru a hard time and finally I have the joy to be with The One. A lovely young lady that devoted to something that she believes in her life. She gives me the feeling that I could not even describe it with any single word from the dictionary. First time in my life, I had this kind of warm and lovely feeling.

The cycle of my life still had plenty to roll on and I am preparing myself for the next level. No matter how tough it seems to be, I will get myself thru with the best advice from my mum, "Nothing is impossible."

With my family, love one and friends behind me, I have nothing to afraid of.

Cheers~