Everyone will have a certain degree of temperament including children as well. Does temperament kills one emotion or perhaps physically too? Could I deny that I have a very bad temper? Well certainly know as my horoscope tells the fact. I am saying all Aries are with bad temper but could not help to have a short temper.

In fact I do have a very short bad temper and I really could not help it to release it by the way I talk or act. Sometimes myself feel bad after awake from the cloud of madness and I do really regret on those things that I said or done. Lately, my temperament is really under control and cruising smoothly without any problem. Could not say that I did not face anything that trigger the mass temper in me but I still tell myself to control it and use my mind to control my words that might hurt someone.

Well oh well, how did I do it? Basically there is one who drives me to change the nature bad habit of mine. Thinking wisely about bad events that had happened to me and I wish I would not to do the same old mistakes again. Perhaps changing from a very bad temper person in me to a person that totally has a zero temperament is totally impossible. I do not want to lose my original self as I might be heading back to the devil way that I once been before.

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(My life is twisted)

-Adapted from Crazy Town’s song called Change

Each time I feel like exploding in me, I will tell myself to take it easy as it will not increase my adrenaline rush to my head and done all those stupid moves that can hurt someone feeling. Nowadays I might be sound cool or be a little bit different but I guarantee that I am still the same as ever.

I had enough. Sick of what I had done with my bad temper as I am control it well now. Perhaps calming me down fast enough to use my mind to control my inner peace as well as the outlook is the only way I can think of right now. Killing those tempers fast would be an effective way for me.

For me to control well enough, it still consume some time and lengthy of support plus comfort, I am sure that I can be a better Aries rather than a full of forceful temper lamb that head butt anything that go across my mind.

Sign off…

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