It’s almost half of the year staying with my relative; that is my uncle from my mother side. Staying with them can save a lot of money but in the mean time, I have sacrifice things that I mostly have for the most of my life. Saving money is one of my main priority when the time I stepped into the capital of Malaysia. Now I feel that saving lots of money really doesn’t matter for me anymore, enjoying my current life really what really want to do.

My life after work sucks!

Some of you might think that staying with close relatives would be better as in the first place can fulfill my main priority, get to fill my stomach with home cook meal, watching satellite television, and so forth. There are still cons in that matter. Like my situation right now, sleeping in a not comfortable room where it is been used to be a hair salon. Hairs all around, smell of chemicals and lack of space. Feel discomfort while sleeping as I am sleeping on sort of cloth-lazy-chair.

Resting in such a condition not really matter to me anymore as I feel fulfill as I get my head under a shelter rather than none.

In another matter is the communication between my cousin and me. Well, what can I talk to an 11years old kiddo that is arrogant and sometimes have no manners talking to an elder generation. He is simply a spoiled brat to me, talking loud with arrogant words with no bloody manners sometimes. As working life is full of tense and tiredness, he simply just can get off me for one bloody second. Asking nonsense and with the attitude that I simply can stand with. This makes me think that my children will not be like that in the future.

The most important thing that I really crave for more all this while is privacy. I never have privacy since I was here till present. Even I need to rest and to be alone, I simply drive my car out to the nearest cyber café to go online as here, do not have any telephone line. Gosh, really crave for that in a long period of time.

Sometimes I feel like moving out of the house early than I planned, but planning has not been sketch out in my mind. Perhaps I should really consider the move thoroughly and discuss it with my love ones. Feel like owning a small space of my own with comfortable bed, Internet access and most important; privacy.

That’s all for my ranting about my current after-work life scenario.

Till then, sign off.

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