How I Wish to Disappear Just Like Smoke in the Air...
2 Comments Published by scarxxx on Sunday, August 28, 2005 at 3:45 PM.
The First Angel said:
Seems like I am started not enjoying myself back to the state I was borned and raised, Malacca. All the time I was always thinking that my saddest and happiest place that I been at was Nilai and now this time, Malacca is in the number list of mine. Why I said so? Well, it is kind of personal stuff and I do not really wish to share it out here.
How I really wish I can just disappear and lost all my communication with all the people (except for my family and those CLOSE friends of mine). Having a backpack on my back, travelling to a place that no one know me, no one recognise me and no one who ever give any attenttion about me.
Why sad moment have to happen to me at my place that I had been at for the past 22years old. Something harsh happened and it is killing me. Misery growing and head spinning like no tomorrow. What should I do next with my life? Perhaps I should start another new chapter of my life...
The Tenth Devil said:
Oh to hell with it, does anyone give a shit about me. I bet hell no. Fuck everything that I been through and I will lay a road to hell for that fucking matter that freaking make me misery for long run of period of time. Do I need to see any doctor to check on my mental health? Oh la la.. I consulted 9 doctors in the same time and they are the nine devils.
The devils told me to get myself back to HELL and fuck the Earth and Heaven out of my mind. Continue working with Satan and everything will be fine and nothing will stop me to further my journey.
Perhaps I been a good angie for a long time and now I think I should re-transform into the devil in me that created by those devils from the south.
Devils oh devils... you are my saviours...
May The Devils be with you....
Seems like I am started not enjoying myself back to the state I was borned and raised, Malacca. All the time I was always thinking that my saddest and happiest place that I been at was Nilai and now this time, Malacca is in the number list of mine. Why I said so? Well, it is kind of personal stuff and I do not really wish to share it out here.
How I really wish I can just disappear and lost all my communication with all the people (except for my family and those CLOSE friends of mine). Having a backpack on my back, travelling to a place that no one know me, no one recognise me and no one who ever give any attenttion about me.
Why sad moment have to happen to me at my place that I had been at for the past 22years old. Something harsh happened and it is killing me. Misery growing and head spinning like no tomorrow. What should I do next with my life? Perhaps I should start another new chapter of my life...
The Tenth Devil said:
Oh to hell with it, does anyone give a shit about me. I bet hell no. Fuck everything that I been through and I will lay a road to hell for that fucking matter that freaking make me misery for long run of period of time. Do I need to see any doctor to check on my mental health? Oh la la.. I consulted 9 doctors in the same time and they are the nine devils.
The devils told me to get myself back to HELL and fuck the Earth and Heaven out of my mind. Continue working with Satan and everything will be fine and nothing will stop me to further my journey.
Perhaps I been a good angie for a long time and now I think I should re-transform into the devil in me that created by those devils from the south.
Devils oh devils... you are my saviours...
May The Devils be with you....
No matter where u go
if there's hapinest
tat's ur place
angel always here
~2 bless u~
Bless me?
Nvr once I get bless.
I earn my way and not being bless.