I know you are waiting for me and I know you wish to touch you. I also know that you want me to touch and get my very soulful attention. I didn't mean to do that to you and I definately have my own reason for me not to give you my attention. As you know that we are far apart, as I am in KL and you are in Malacca. Distance really kill us for the moment as I really, really miss you so much. Haih... Deperado man...
You guys out there definately must be thinking that I am saying all this "wat tat" stuff to gal, aren't you guy? Definately I am NOT!! I repeat NOT!!! to a gal. Wondering what I am talking about? Well, I am miss my black cube Altec Lansing speakers, dude. Me and my speakers really have a good time together as it air all my favourite music especially those really hardcore music. Jamming with it really feel that I am in another world that no one really can feel it as I will get really damn high while tune up the volume to the max and release all my unhappy stuff.
The speakers has been airing those music since the second semester when I was in INTI College Malaysia. What ever song that I wanted to hear, it will definately air it without fails. Currently keep on listening music with my RM40 Altec Lansing headset and it do not satisfy my needs of heavy wave of frequency. Eeerrr... Can't really wait the time I get back home and start jamming with it.
Talking about heavy frequecy of music, lately I just checked out the new release of music video by Slipknot and the song is Before I Forget. Nice song though as I first time listen to it when I was started to get addicted to the band. The video featured them unmasked and play in a black attire in a white background. Too bad the video can't even take a glance of their full face. Anyway the video features two colours that I like the most; black and white as for me, black represent darkness and white represent light.
Apart from that, from the last entry, JW stated that I lack of another element in my life and that is a relationship. Well JW, the matter of fact that right now I am way back in the area, dude. First thing of all, I think I am not really a person that will give 100% attention to the another person as I am concentrate on my job. Most of you will definately say,"Aiya, can concentrate on both mah.", "Day concentrate on job then night concentrate on gf lo." Hoho~ Not that easy dude. I think not many gals can even read my status on my face and I don't even think there any single gal out there can read my mind (even my mum too).
Plus I have may negative elements in me like for example; I smoke. Most of the gals said that they do not like guys to smoke as it is bad for health and smelly. I think Ho Guan face the same problem too, *LOL. Well nothing beats that away from me right now as I still tag with it since the first stick I have. As my ex-housemate know that I am rock and metal music lover as I will listen to those ear drum ripping melody like the sound of Slipknot, Korn, Marilyn Manson and etc. And gal definately will said, "Why you like to listen to all of this ler? So noisy ler..." And when I said that the lyrics is meaningful and they will hit me back with this, "Ya meh? Is it?". Another thing that Boen said that I have a bad temper and I couldn't deny that at all. I do really have bad temper but Pei Chen told me a few days ago that I changed since I broke up with my ex. I am not sure about myself though she said that to me.
Any good elements in me? Let me think......eeerrr.........*scratch head.......*eye ball rolling.......I do not think that I have any. I am good at nothing but with a very good skill at bullshitting. Relationship I think I failed twice as I only had one in the past. As another one, I let her slip away in front of my very own eyes. I guess I will never see her again. Yea, Ho Guan, you know who am I talking about.
Better get my ass of the chair and head home to enjoy my TV and also get my fingers exercise as I need to brush my Photoshop skills so that it will not rust away. Wait for my new creation of masterpiece.
Ciao~
~ good things about you eh?... girls out there... this guy has the sexiest fattest ass ever.. check him out... that alone can turn you on babe.... word!!! ~
haha,kw,i understand that it is hard to concentrate on both la,in this moment,carrier is still important la...but when jodoh come,cant avoid also la...anyway,good luck la,for both work and relationship!!
JW -> When jodoh come then no choice lo... Wakakaka...
Hanz -> I think urs even greater than mine... So why not use that as a tool to get laid at Brisbane... Wakakaka...
Oh yea hg... dun bullshit here la..